One very special woman wanted - 49 (New Jersey)

Please put "I GET IT" in your response so I know you are real and you have completely read this post.
I will NOT sign up for third party sites - DONT ASK
Married - My wife of 20 yrs has a very serious incurable illness. (NO BULLSHIT)
I have a full time, live in, professional caregiver for her, 24/7!
For the past 7 years I have been missing the company of a woman.
I would like some female companionship, once in a while.
Dinner, a movie, casino, a weekend getaway, let's get acquainted and see what happens!
I'm still young, normal, and healthy.
It's been a long time.
I am hoping to find one special lady who might have the same type of problem, or similar, who also misses that man woman thing!
Brown hair, blue eyes, 6'1, 215, very outgoing personality.
Please put "I GET IT" in your response so I know you are real and you have completely read this post.
Looking forward to meeting you.
YOUR PICTURE GETS MINE!